The Echoing of Pain

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Chapter Excerpt: The Echoing of Pain

It is believed that no one is free of pain. This is untrue and what we are led to believe.

Yes, we humans can encounter painful experiences, but our response to healing from the painful experiences decides our new life experiences.

We must ask ourselves, what do we choose?

I had to decide, do I keep recreating the pain or do I healing it once and for all?

My shadow Self would no longer hold the reigns by working in cahoots with my ego.

The shadow Self is a double-edged sword. The shadow Self can be used as an asset for self-healing or be kept in a position as a weapon.

I decided to go deep within and make friends with my shadow Self.

I no longer allowed my shadow side to be used against me and destroy my mind and life.

What will you choose?

The unobserved mind will run one’s life through programmed beliefs and obsessing thoughts.

That is why self-awareness and observation is a level of Self-Mastery.

Using the mind as an instrument is alchemy.

My pain-body, shadow Self, and subconscious ego worked together as a force against me.

My stored energy within my pain-body was trauma and memories, while my mind and thoughts continued to recreate daily pain.

I was accepting this as a false Self rather than my true Self.

I was in an unconscious resistance to what is.

This unconscious resistance was a form of Self-judgment.

On an emotional level, my mind was negative. This negativity fueled my trauma and painful memory loops. 

The intensity of my pain-body was measured by the degree of my resistance.

I could not and did not want to accept my life in the present NOW moment.

Why?

Because I wasn't healed, and my mind wasn't harnessed.

My shadow Self's safe place is pain and negativity.

The more I suffered from past trauma and memories of pain, the more comfortable my shadow Self was.

Once I realized this, I surrendered and released all this to God. I instead began to ask for strength and courage.

Immediately after surrendering and releasing to the Divine, I began to honor and accept my life in the NOW moment. No judgment, only gratitude.

I chose to love myself NOW.

I chose to BE in the NOW, not just say it.

I chose to escape the cult of my mind, the mental prison.

I chose to do the deep inner work and Self-heal.

I was determined to achieve my mind, body, and Soul liberation. There was no other option.

I chose to take back my inner power and affirm, "I am healed NOW once and for all."

The collective human mind is so tethered to time. The concept of time keeps one in a perpetual state of past and future mental purgatory: pain and fear. This is when the obsession with "time" becomes threatening.

Yes, the mind and time are how we move through our world, but it was never intended to enslave us.

Time has taken over humans' inner world. This time constraint causes dysfunction, pain, and sorrow—a never-ending quest for more and more. 

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